| I need to make it out of this semester alive.
New Chapter starts here.
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| I'm officially worried. This situation has gotten worse and I"m not sure which direction to take now.
I'll eventually need help but am afraid to seek it at the moment.
No one would understand.
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| In the midst of my procrastination, I find myself having too many deep thoughts hovering over me again.
It'd be great to have someone who can make me laugh in times of stress, hardships, fights, sadness, and just during plain old boring daily routines. Laughter goes such a long way. Someone who is absolutely passionate about what they do in life. There is nothing in life that true passion can't carry a person far enough to make it their most admirable trait.
People who are willing to share their founded love and passion with each other. To grow and learn together.
That foundation has to be what that makes a bond/friendship/love last.
At least, to the best of my knowledge, it's been the one thing I find in common with those I hold the strongest feelings for.
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| It makes me so angry when people don't understand. Lately I feel like shutting down and shoo-ing even my closest friends away.
I've been thinking about the fading support of friends and family for individuals with TBI. How frustrating it must be for them.
Early intervention has changed my outlook on everything. I wish everyone would have that experience so they'll learn not to judge or impose on other people's values and beliefs.
It makes me furious when I hear judgmental statements. When professionals don't take the time to consider what families are going through outside of the clinical settings. That was my experience at the university clinic during my first year. When I'd complain to my classmates of "another missed appointment," "how irresponsible," "parents aren't that involved."
Which brings me to my point. Even though things seem odd or wrong when you look in from the outside, people make their decisions, and do things their way because that's how it works for them.
I have more rage than ever now when people try to tell me what I should do, and how I should do it. Friends have always been so important to me, but lately I often times find their unsought opinions of no values.
I don't want people telling me how to eat, how to drive. They are my own fears, emotions, and feelings to deal with.
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| 疑心跟他一起更令我笑得多 平日見面見得多過你
我在駁斥 做男人胸襟要廣 這種友情才荒誕
織起領巾來圍著他 如掛上傾慕
和他蹺住了手都謊稱好友 但是你詐不知仍維護女友
其實我從未說真話 喜歡了他
然而內心偏有著疑惑
但你也天真不過仍千盼萬盼 只怪是你沒法放低嘛
沒有哪對好友 靜俏俏牽手
當我偷笑 望向他 靈魂被接收
早覺得醜 為何上街都多一個人
誰別有用心裝好友
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